Some thoughts
deserve some more thought...
The internet gave me questions.
Life gave me a few answers, and maybe some lemons.
This publication lives somewhere in the middle.
Consider it a collection of observations, experiments, lessons, rabbit holes, and ideas gathered while building a career, a business, and a life online.
Nothing here is revolutionary.
Most of it is simply ... documented. In ADHD.
Sometimes that's enough to help someone see their own situation differently.
Maybe that someone is you?
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We Built Digital Homes And Then Stopped Visiting Them
The internet used to feel like a collection of places.
The Silence of Celebration
The internet taught me how to be perceived before I fully learned how to exist quietly again.
Somewhere between content calendars, constant visibility, and turning every thought into something postable, I stopped experiencing moments only once. Success became quieter. Real life felt farther away. And celebrating wins alone started feeling less empowering and more… strange.
This piece is about the silence after the notifications stop, the emotional weirdness of growing up online, and realizing too late that visibility and connection were never the same thing.
Leafah.TV, Since the Moment Working Alone Stopped Working
The Part Before Anything Gets Done. There’s usually a moment before anything actually starts for me personally. Not the productive version. Not the focused, locked-in version. I call it: The Hovering. 48 Tabs open. Nothing clicked yet. Just enough awareness to know this is the thing you should be doing… and just enough resistance to not begin.
Chess Not Checkers: A Strategy for Personality, Pressure, and Growth
Life is not checkers ❌Life is chess. Checkers is about reacting to whatever is right in front of you. Chess
Internet Ink #083125|Thoughts No One Will Read
When the gears turn, they grind. This is the spark that was emitted just before the pressure broke the machine.
Understanding Your Relationship With Dopamine
What are the most important things needed to live a good life? Oof. Right in the feel, huh? For many
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